How's your lead head?
I see this site as a reaction to how I've interacted with this activity for the last 12 years, and how its changed my perception on risk and driven most of my decisions.
We all have choices to make, and despite what they they change us. Climbing has had the biggest impact on my life so far. Between interacting with the community of staunch ATC believers, reading too many accident reports, and just scaring the shit out of myself on run outs. It has lead to the need for a comical release.
If you don't climb or have been nestled in a climbing gym for your entire climbing career this may seem dramatic or over the top.
That's ok I don't expect/care if everyone understands, but I hope someday I can mess with your lead head.